I saw this post kanina lang, and it made me really reflect on my past doings since that big struggle of mine came and blammed the life out of me. Sabi ng isa kong mentor on her status, "wag kang maghanap ng taong makakaintindi sayo.ang hanapin mo yung taong hindi ka iiwan kahit hindi ka naiintindihan..“. Astig din, and siguro, sa sobrang down ko, lagi ko hinahanap ung friends ko para makausap, ung girlfriend ko, and bsta, kahit na sino bsta maibsan o mawala lang ung pagka emo ko sa balat ko. wew.

Naisip ko bigla, oo nga no, why do I have to look for someboy to ease or to caress the painful heart of mine? kung meron naman palaging isang nilalang na nakaabang satin, kahit na ineglect natin or ireject natin, nandyn pa siya, and He is Jesus Christ. Oo, guilty ako, prang bumabalik ung dugo ng pagka emo ko sa katawan. Pero looking at the status kanina ng friend, teacher, and mentor ko nung highschool, wow. God really does wonders sa life natin.

Dami ng problema and I dont know how or when ako makakaraos sa situation na to. Pero one thing I do know, "forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.” (Philippians 3:13-14 ). Tama ung teacher ko, wag kau maghanap ng taong temporary na magtatangal ng pagka emo nyo sa katawan, pero hanapin nyo ung eternal and diivine hapiness na bigay ni Jesus. Di un katulad ng kahit na sino at kahit anung malamig na malamig na coke na magbibigay ng pleasure and lamig sa katawan nyo. Iba si Lord, and I feel it palagi. 

Now, who are we looking for again? ^^,. you decide..

PS: Hi Mam Lopez!! ^^,.

God Bless