I am a bad person. I’ll be honest with all of you readers out there, im not the best person to be with. I’ve said many bad things to other people, I admit that I curse, i admit that I sometimes think hurting other people bcause of my anger. I am a negative person and a waste of life. But through it all, God still loves me.

Naranasan nyo na ung feeling na parang lahat ng tao against sayo? Ung tipong bawat tingin sau ng mga tao, pakiramdam mo kinukutya ka na, hanggang sa paraan ng pananamit mo at sa postura mo? Ako hindi pa..siguro. But anyway, anu ba madalas na reaksyon natin dito? Anger? Sadness? Bitterness? Hatred? anu pa ba mailalagay ko? Other words – negative.

These sudden bursts of emotions ay di natin minsan mapipigilan, we are humans and that is what humans do. But this does not remove the fact that we could control ourselves and that we are aware whenever we do something horrible to other people.

Let me tell you a story, or in my case, confession. I have not been the best guy to my girl, sometimes we fight, but not to the extent that we hurt each other. What I do is I fight with words, but not cursing, just bad terms and jargons that will make one wonder how the heck could I say those things. And mind me, Im not a cursing guy or a guy who pulls other people into a fight. We just quarel and I fight with bad terms that I know hurts her. And I was really frustrated after our fights, which by the way lasts within 24 hours.

Point is, when my red point begings to flip my top off, I tend to say things that are really bad, but I am aware of it. In fact, we all do. Pero through it all, I realized something. She never made that mistake to me.  She always stays calm and whenever we fight or we get to the point where I say mean things to her, she just tells me ‘that’s too much’, and I am like really silent.. Even when I was at the verge of falling to the ground, she stands there firm and still, handling everything with her beautiful woman posture.

By the way, we are ok. Its just a little boy littlle girl quarell…

Anyway, so my point is, even though we sin, or even if we are not the most perfect people that exists in this world, many still love us and stands firm for us to balance and weigh the situations that get out of our hands. At lalong lalo na, si God. Kahit na nagkakasala ka araw araw, kahit na di ikaw ung pinakaperpekong nilaalng sa mundo, kahit na di ka kasing gwapo at sing seksi ng mga celebrities, mahal ka pa din ni God.

And for me, that is the most perfect Spark of Realization. Ung moment na marealize mo na andyn lang si God, naka akbay sau, at kahit anung gawin mo, andyn lang. May gawin ka masama, sasabihan ka, pero di ka iiwan. At kung pakiramdam mo nagiisa ka, magtatawag ng tropa para sabihin sayong ‘Engot, andito lang kami.’

By the way, my girl told me that. She’s just the sweetest. ^^, 

God bless everyone! And take this verse with you: Romans 13:10 – Love does no harm to a neighbor. Therefore love is the fulfillment of the law. So no matter what you do, when you Love other people, the spark of realization will come to you – you give life and hope to others that they are not alone in this world.

God Bless!!