As I went to the office kanina, I saw a video clip of a couple. Grabe ang sweet nila.. Napanood ko ung pag ppropose ng guy sa girl and pagpapaalam nya sa parents (via ipad2 ni manang ate), den nkarinig pa ko ng Marry your daughter song sa background… grabe.. Sabi ko Lord anu po i2? ^^,. hehe… 

Nung mga time na un, parang ambagal ng time. Hindi ko alam kasi siguro late din ako pumasok kya parang ambagal ng takbo ng lahat… Pero the truth is nagreminise..remi…reminis. bsta nagmuni muni ako dun… Naalala ko ung dati…  Lahat ng promises, happiness na naibigay namen sa isat isa, laughter, tears, etc. Tapos parang bumubulong nga ko na siguro kung hindi natuloy ung nangyari, kasal na siguro kame naun…

Habang mabagal na tumatakbo ang mrt sa riles kanina, naalala ko ung dating promises ko sa girl ko. I have made so much promise na naun di ko alam kung bakit ko ginawa un. I never even thought na di ko namagagawa ung mga un. I promised her na after grad ko, ill help her, ill loveher more, ill spend with time with her once a week, ill love her forever.. But something happend na di ko inaasahan. Nabuksan ung eyes ko and i saw the wrong things saken…So I left… Truth is wala nakakalam nito, naun lng. I left because I felt the need to fix myself so that she may not be affected…

Promises are made to be broken, so why promise? Ka rhyme xa ng nobody is perfect so why practice. Nakaktuwa lng itype. anyway, sabi nila, promises are made to be broken. Pero tama ba ung ganitong mind set? I dont know.. but according sa nabasa ko last time sa bible.. Matthew 5:33-36. To cuit it short, sabi dito, never break promises, never make promises stronger with a vow, and do not vow using the name of the heavens or earth.. 

So aun… sapul ako. gulong gulo na ko … until now… pero i read another verse.. 

Proverbs 6:1-5 

 My son, if you have put up security for your neighbor,  if you have shaken hands in pledge for a stranger, you have been trapped by what you said, ensnared by the words of your mouth. So do this, my son, to free yourself, since you have fallen into your neighbor’s hands: Go—to the point of exhaustion—[a] and give your neighbor no rest! Allow no sleep to your eyes, no slumber to your eyelids. Free yourself, like a gazelle from the hand of the hunter, like a bird from the snare of the fowler.

So that tells us that God offers a way out of our made promises sa tao. Di ko sinasabi na lahat ng promises alisan natin. mamaya nangutang ka ng 1million pesos tapos nagpromise ka.. Di ata madli takasan un.. hahaha..

Anyway, sabi dyn, free yourself. Ganun lang kasimple diba? Minsan mahirap gawin pero with God, everything is possible and we can gather strength from Him. Kaya anu dapat natin gawin? Kelangan pa ba imemorize yan?

Apologize and apologize and ask for forgiveness.. It is not easy and it is one of the hardest things we have to do in this life…  Tignan muna natin ung una… never make promises.. in case you promised, do what says in the Proverbs.. Ewan ko, pero ako yan ung sinasabi sakin ni God naun… Tapos sinamahan pa nya ng “stand firm on your decisions, faith, be strong, courageous(1Corinthians 16:13)”, “what i did is righteous and just (psalms 119:121)”, and “seek the kingdom first, and everything will be provided unto you(mat 6:33)”. Wow… Nawala ung daladala kong bag na puro barbel…

Magingat po tau sa mga sinasabi natin.. remember that the Human Tongue is a very dangerous instrument. Ingat!! <biogesic>