Yep, youre right, isa nanaman yan sa mga linya ng lyrics ng isang Gospel Song na narining ko kanina habang nasa MRT ako at nagaantay na bumaba sa ORtigas Station. Habang narining ko ung exact lyrics na yan, bigla ko naalala ung devo ko kagabi. For those who dont know yet, devotionals or devo mentoned within this blog refers to a private talk with God…

As I went home last night, I thought about all the blessings and opportunities that were given to me by God within the past weeks. Grabe, ang saya saya. Pero may isang problem ako na hindi medyo nadapa ako kagabi uli, which is ung heart ko. I thought about that problem, (hindi ko na po ieelaborate), and I was crying inside kasi parang ‘ayan nananman to.. patay’… Actually hindi pla un problem, its just an event na nagyari dati na nagdala ng matinding confusion sa heart ko. Sabi ko kay God during my devo, “God, anu po gagawin ko? eto nanaman po ako sa crossroads. Anong decision po ba kukunin ko, ung sa kaliwa o sa kanan?”.. Marami satin, napupunta sa ganitong crossroads, mas madami satin, naharap sa crossroads na parang wala kang choice. Tama ba ko?

So aun, open ako ng bible, and to my surprise, sumakto ung sagot nanaman ni God sakin. Pagopen ko ng bible, sumakto sya sa 1 Corinthians 4:1-2.  

This, then, is how you ought to regard us: as servants of Christ and as those entrusted with the mysteries God has revealed. Now it is required that those who have been given a trust must prove faithful. 

I was happy talaga. Kasi I think God knows that Achiles Heel in my life and He would want to tell me urgently what to do to avoid my falling. Tuwing ganung aspect ung pinaguusapan namin ni God, lagi sya may sagot sakin. Sabi nya sakin last night, “Psalm, why do you limit your roads to two paths? E tatlo yan, andyan din ung path Ko.”... I suddenly remembered, oo nga no, bakit ako nalilito and na coconfuse, e hindi naman dapat. Dapat si God muna piliin ko above all else. Aun, parang bigla ako nahiya kay Lord but still, I ended up my devo happy and very grateful kay God..

Minsan ganito din tayo, we are stock between two roads. Hindi pala minsan, madalas pala dapat. Madalas agaran nalan tayo nagdedecide without thinking twice kung tama o mali ung decision natin. Hindi rin natin naiisip ung consequences. AND MOST OF ALL hindi natin nakikita ung isang path na nasa likod natin. Ung path na pinakabest na tahakin natin. ALam nyo ba kung ano yun? Path of God. Un ung dapat nating tahakin whenever we are in the crossroads of our life… 

I love God, you should too. Its the best decision you wil ever make in your entire life. ^^,. Promise… 

Now, i am proud to say that I was lost, but now I am found.. in Christ.. ^^,.God Bless..