We all know that being busy is a way for the enemy to lure us out of God’s grace. The enemy offers way out, pleasure and ultimate enjoyment for us to forget God and go to the devil where doom lies…

Anyway, how did I come up with the title? My past few weeks were very very busy. I had trainings, meetings, trainings and different development projects that are in process. Failures, victory, understanding, confusion, and different emotional impulses batted me around leaving me confused in the end. Am I really happy of what is happening right now? Or am I sad of the circumstances? Or is there something wrong in me?

Busy, is a word that depicts an event wherein an individual has no time for his/her necessary errands/activities/responsibilities. Am i right? It is an excuse, not a circumstance. It is a choice, not a unavoidable event. Are we going to let ourselves be this way for a very very very long time? For some reason, I cant get the thought of it our of my mind. Am i getting too busy for my family? Am i too busy for my girl? Am i too busy for my life? 

I have been busy with my life for the past few weeks. Opportunities popped up everywhere like a set of popping mushrooms. Awesome. But as I grabbed it all, I then began to feel the weight of all I took upon my shoulders and I thought, is it right for me to grab these many? I fee dizzy with all the mushrooms I took. But then again, I assesed my situation. Am I doing the right thing? 

If I remember, it is not bad to grab opportunities because God would not give it to you unless you can really do it. But during thepast few weeks, I felt empty. Its like im in a big big bubble, everywhere I look, its all…bubbly. As I assesed my situation, I learned that i did the right thing. I realized that in the past few weeks, with all the opportunities given to me by God, I became distant to him. I started sinning again and I felt distant to Him again. I was easily angered by the things in this world, even a little trafic would anger me. I looked at people negatively. Bottoimline, the problem is in me. Things that are not supposed to burden me feels like a boulder in my shoulder. I was wrong and I really am decided to change…

Why did I share this? I want people to avoid going through the wrong path I took. I want people to see life and opportunities as light-weight feathers offered by God to make us fly on the day that we approach the end of the line. God is the best of all the best and it’s quite logical to trust Him fully in all our endeavors. He wont leave us nor forsake us.. right? 

Life is a beautiful path that we are all going throiugh. We just have to cchange our mindset upon the understanding of life for us to fully appreciate it in every matter, including God in it..

God Bless!!!