Marami satin ang dumaan na sa napakalubak at napakahirap na kalsada ng pagibig. Madami na ang nabasted, nagtagumpay, naglaro, at nanakit. Pero kung titignan natin ag background ng mga relationship, san ba talaga nagsimula? Anu ba ung naramdaman natin sa umipsa? 

Nung unang panahon, year 2002 first year ako nun, mga month ng november, nakausap ko si klasm8 Cerraine Couper Familara. Shes the most interesting people i’ve met all my life. Matangkad xa na may cute sense of humor at cool na buhok (noon). We had a short conversation at that time habang nkatulala sa labas ng maluwag naming field sa highschool. Ung usapan namen is tungkol sa infatuation.

Sabi nya infatuation daw is a simple attraction of a person to another individual. Nagniningning na ang mata ko nun sa amazement. Dun ko lng napagtanto na ang saya pla makipagusap sa mga taong may sense. E sabi ko anu naman ung crush? Sabi nya e2 ung parang childish love. Ung pag ka attract mo sa isang person nang di mo pa naiintindihan. Aun…Simula nun, crush ko na xa.

^^. kidding aside, dami dami nating naeencounter na ganyan sa araw araw na buhay natin. Kadalasan pa nga yan ung nagiging dahilan kung bakit nagkakalokohan ang realtionship. “Kasi di nila alam kung anu nararamdaman nila and ano ang dapat gawin until its too late”. 

In my own experience, dami ko niligawan dati (nung highschool ok?), pero kadalasan basted. (bwahahahaha). I dont deny it, and i am really proud of those experiences kasi that experiences MADE WHAT IS ‘ME’ RIGHT NOW. Those experiences were gathered and analyzed (wow science?) para sa sususnod na relationship, mas ok na. 

As of now, I am proud to say that I handled relationships, not just mine, but of others really good. I helped others to make good decision out of my MISTAKES dati and i am happy to say that I made a difference to those people and I thank God for making me see those mistakes as opportunity to fix/create a better realtionship  for others.

Pero, pero pero pero pero pero!! Anu ba tlaga? Crush or Infatuation? Well, as of this moment, YOU decide. If what you fell for someone is very powerful, it might be something. But limit yourselves, ask God for guidance and signs kung TIME na ba para mag move. Wag kau gagawa ng kahit anu hanggat my uncertainty pa kau sa heart nyo. One thing that I learned from all my mistakes, “THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON”. Di kau ipagmemeet ng taong yan kung wlang reason si God and kung masama intention nya sau. I always tell people this line again and again and again, e kasi totoo nman eh.. ^^.,

Walang makakasagot kung Crush, Infatuation, o LOVE ang nararamdaman mo naun. It is all YOU who can provide answers to your questions. But always remember that before making any move, consult God, for He always know what is best para sating lahat.

Matthew 6:33-34

But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.