Napaka harsh ng title, I know. But this line is what most people would say if they are hurt, if they have been lied, robbed or even mistreated. They dont deserve what we gave and what we will give. Pero in some point, for me, this is much better than saying or doing other things such as cursing or even hurting other people because of our sudden burst of anger…

I have had a really hard time these couple of months, mostly kasi ung mga bola ko, di ko pa makuha. Basically its just like that, i dont want to elaborate anymore. First there was this friend, then there was another one, then there was another one. Basically, I felt like what I gave is really useless and I think my efforts have gone to waste. This not just happened to me once but many times and I am starting to really worry for myself..

Short story – I am a little bit sad because its like my efforts have gone to waste. 

Tapos eto si Lord, astig. As I was reading the bible, just now, I turned to Matthew 22, the Parable of the Wedding Banquet. There the king had invited many people and royalties and even made an effort to host a party for them, but at the end of the day, the invited royalties paid no attention and even did harm to the king’s servants. What the king did is instead of wasting the food at the party, he invited other people at the streets that the servant’s could find. Then the king noticed a man not wearing any wedding clothes, so he sent him out and threw him in a very unpleasant place…

Tapos biglang whoooshh!! Aun, i felt like I just had the longest and the most humbling conversation with God. Grabe, i felt peace and happiness nanaman. Nakakatuwa. You want to know what He said to me? Sabi ni God sakin, it is ok to serve and to give efforts to people, pero we have to choose wisely kung sino. Kasi sabi nga sa bible, “many are invited, but few are chosen”. It is not wrong to choose, kasi minsan, it would not be good for ourselves, and also the people around us. Kasi eto tatandaan natin, once na we go down, the people around us will go down too, kasi conected sila sau and no matter what you say, they will be with you.

It is not wrong to filter whom to trust, because we want those people to receive what we have to give because they are deserving.

God bless everyone!!