Eto kakabasa ko lng ng Joshua 7, and it is about Achan’s sin. Nag nakaw kasi sya ng accursed things from the Lord, and walang nakaalam nun. Kaya nang makipaglaban ang mga Israelites sa Ai, which is a small force compared to them, natalo pa sila. Tapos sinabi ni God kay Joshua ung problem, ung hidden sin ni Achan, and until gawan nya ng paraan, hindi sila mananalo sa kahit ano.
Kung iisipin natin, andami dami nating sins sa buhay natin, nandyan na ung nag nakaw ka ng limang piso sa wallet ng nanay mo nung bata ka, nanguha ka ng lauran sa tindera sa gilid ng kalsada, nagtago ka ng lapis at eraser na galing sa classmate mo, nag 123 ka sa jip at bus, nagaral ka ng witchcraft at nagpraktis pa, nagsisinungaling ka sa mga kwento mo, nahuhumaling ka sa pornography, etc etc. Ay parang akin lhat yan ha, haha. There are a lot of things hidden inside of us and kung iisipn natin naun, maybe it is the reason why we cant have that bnreakthrough in our life.
Ako kasi pangarap ko ung breakthrough in terms of my faith. Ung tipong alam mo na todong todo na, hanggang naun di ko sya maachieve and I dont know why. Pero now, I know. I have many many many things hidden inside of me and these past few months, alam ko tinago ko to kay Lord, dahil na din siguro sa hiya. But then again, hindi naman pwedeng gawing justification un. Ang mali ay mali pa din. Compared last year, I was lifting up everything to the Lord, and I felt very very good at that time…
Ako, alam ko sa sarili ko na marami akong hidden sins sa balat at singit singit ng katawan ko, and I am willing to open it up to you all. It is embarrasing telling ‘some’ of my sins, pero this is necessary. We need to bring that Hidden Sin out para ung breakthorugh natin maachieve natin. Look at Joshua 7:1-13
God bless!